Endless Love

As I sit on my chair, my desk infront of me, my assignment due in 4 hours I look out at the dark starry night and put on pixie lotts endless love song, and I can’t help but feel all the memories of my childhood rushing back like a stream of fast water..as I gaze at the starry night even deeper I remember my grandad, his smile, his energy and his sparkly eyes… I remember running out of my school gates and rushing upto him hugging him and holding his hand, like the comfort and warmth of sitting infront of a warm fire in the cold winter…I feel a wave of intense emotion as if my soul can no longer resist the temptation of coming out of my body. I breathe deeply in order to control myself and a flush of tears and a loud cry eminates from my body..i do not recognise it yet I feel it…I do not see it yet I hear it… I want you to know that everytime the sun shines I miss you, everytime a bird flies by I think of you, everytime it rains I wish we were together, everytime a rainbow appears my heart just melts away from this world…rest in peace, you will forever be missed, you will forever be loved, I will always carry you in my heart you were a blessing which I always took for granted, and I promise wherever you are, I will make sure I keep a smile on your beloved family faces at all times, I’ll never let them feel hurt or pain, I’ll look after baa and make sure she’s always happy…death of a loved one is the most difficult thing to overcome and you can never prepare for it…Sometimes I wish that you never loved me so much, at least then I could have lived life with a bit of ease.